Faith is something so few have, and some barely know. Some are just wrong. Some manipulate.
Those who preach it say God tests us. But when do we test it? Can we say if you continue so will we. Or is it us that always must continue? Is it that it makes the game we play, and the rules? Do we get to spin them? Can we put our life in it’s decision?
Can we blame it if the decision is to give up? When we ourselves did? Or maybe faith lied, and relied on something never there. But in my breath I felt that not right. In my heartbeat I believed. My body betrayed my mind. So I can still say it is there.
If I am not forsaken can it save my life? I guess we will know soon.
If it doesn’t, don’t blame it.