It’s not real. It was never real. I renounce. I give up. I tried. There is no more I can do. I’m sorry I lead you to something that never existed. I gave you false hope. I gave you lies.
No matter what, it’s my fault. At least no one else will ever admit their fault. They say things one day and forget. It’s a lie. So it’s my fault. It just is that way. I’ve learned to lie like the best. I diluded myself.